end of my rope
honestly it's v frustrating dealing w ppl who you know are gossips and have hinted that THEY are spreading anon hate abt you. it's frustrating as hell. i need to calm things but i'm also soooooo painfully aware that these ppl might not even want to play nice. good grief.
being their punching bag is absolutely insane though when their beef's w someone else. like..... stop. go deal w them, not punch down. especially wild when they've spoken abt being bullied all their lives but they're acting like one every single day. i want them to get better but i can't fucking deal w this!!!
if it all goes to shit, i can't wait for everything to actually implode.